love, love, love.

loves:

lake tapps & people who have houses on it
jetskis
85 degree weather
the smell of campfire
reconnecting with friends that have seemed long-lost
crazy stories
s'mores
texting until 3am
movies, such as, "adventureland" and "pineapple express"
housesitting over fourth of july weekend
not having any more grad parties to go to
knowing i am moving out in less than three months
summer

:]

I'm tired of feeling like this.

going to uw for orientation...

and i never wanna come back.

this week has been crazy with my parents. cannot wait for september - it honestly could not come fast enough for me.

next week i'm house-sitting for chanel & her parentals :] woooo, should be fun because her puppies and kitties are so damn cute. hahah

i surprised myself

I never thought that I would get emotional about somebody I never knew, somebody I never met. I never expected myself to be sitting at my computer reading things that were making me just cry tears of complete and utter helplessness. I wasn't expecting sad text messages explaining what it's like to lose a friend.

If there's anything I've learned in the past twenty four hours from somebody I didn't expect to teach me things like this, it's to live life. Every single minute of it. I've learned that telling my friends, especially my best friends, how much they mean to me is crucial.

My heart goes out to everybody that has lost a friend...but I hope I never have to go through what you have.

I never expected to feel like this.

today could have been perfect

I woke up in a complete fog - exhausted from only 5.5 hours of sleep (go me!) - and rolled out of bed to help cook dad's day breakfast. I had six texts, all of which made me smile. Then, breakfast was delicious.
Went to lunch with amazing people, and then to this one boy's house (who will remain nameless for the time being). Which was also amazing. We watched Taken, which is quite the entertaining movie and played Halo, which I officially suck at.
Then I went to work, which was a bit boring, yet at the same time nice because it was moderately slow and my best friends were there!
Came home, continued my fantastic day with a bowl of fruit salad and a movie.
THEN...I get a looming text message. One that didn't make me smile. And now I'm bummed.
This is lameee :[