Exciting stuff

I can now blog from my iPod :)
It's also snowing outside!
Today is the best!!!!!

Complicated

Let's start this by saying that Rihanna's new album "Loud" is incredible. Me and the roomies have been blasting it throughout the cluster since we got our hands on it. Her voice is pure, the album is diverse, and like usual she writes from her heart.

Complicated may be my favorite song on the CD because it resonates with me and I wish it didn't. I know a lot of people who agree with me when I say that I can relate. Why do people put up with shit like this?

"Cause every minute you start switching up 

And you say things like you don't give a fuck 

Then I say I'm through with you 

Take my heart from you 

And you come runnin after me and baby I'm back with you"

On a BIT of a side-note, I've been stronger & better lately.
But for now, back to studying. I'm unbelievably excited for Thanksgiving break...can't wait to get some sleep :)

this is good shit

"You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter."

Lie To Me - Greg Laswell

What of my escape

What else can I say

I'll play dead and you can stay

and I'll help you kill your time

If you help me kill my night

and maybe one day get it right

Go ahead and lie to me

I'll believe in anything you say tonight

Go ahead and lie to me

Write I love you while I sleep

and hide it for another day to find

I will not confuse

this with something true

Only that what gets us through

And I wonder down the line

when both of us are fine

My mind wanders there sometimes

Go ahead and lie to me

I'll believe in anything you say tonight

Go ahead and lie to me

Write I love you while I sleep

and hide it for another day to find

I don't mind playing the fool

I don't mind playing the fool

I don't mind playing the fool

Go ahead and lie to me

I'll believe in anything you say tonight

Go ahead and lie to me

Write I love you while I sleep

and hide it for another day to find

parte dos

Tonight I was thinking to myself - wondering why I often allow myself to be in less-than-desirable situations. It's not as if I don't realize what I'm getting myself into, or letting myself succumb to...I just don't care enough to stop it. I honestly think it's because I'm afraid of the inevitable loss, opposed to looking toward the possible gain. Certainty vs. uncertainty.

My old youth pastor said this tonight, as a part of his facebook status: "Life is fragile, live intentionally." For some reason tonight, as I look out the window at the lights illuminating U-Village, this resonates with me. What am I doing to live my life intentionally? Are my decisions at the present helping or harming my future?

Just some food for thought :)