wow

thanks a whole fucking lot.

i seriously don't even know what to think right now. i'm angry, yet relieved. regardless, i'm still in a bind.

thanks, thanks, thanks.
NOT

dear you,

you can come home now...
i kinda miss your face.

I'm sick

literally. i'm coughing/sneezing/headache-ing/etc.

plus, i'm sick of all the shit people have been giving me lately about every friggin little thing.

this blog has turned into one pessimistic piece of crap.

Change

I feel like the changes I've made in the past few weeks, and the new people I hang out with, have made my life a little bit better :]
I'm happier (for the most part, and when I'm not on 2.5 hours of sleep) and it's just more fun to get up and go suffer at school (as paradoxical as that sounds).
Going back to the way things were, in some aspects of my life, has also been good. It makes me smile :]
Phoenix on Thursday, and WASL week tomorrow & Tuesday...holla!! So excited, because this week is going to be infinitely better than the last.
<3

Pretty sure I've posted this exact blog before

I'm worn out. From everything.
From school, from track, from JagWire, from friends, from boys, from thinking, from being awake, from being in fights, from working, from writing and editing and designing until 12am.

I seriously feel like I could just curl up in a ball right now and cry...oh wait, I did that twice already today.
Go me!

I am SO UNBELIEVABLY READY for this year to be over.

Recap!

Well, spring break's pretty much over...back to reality! Icky!
I just finished my portfolio (decorating only) and all 120 pages of the Gov textbook I had to read and take notes on. It took far too long.
I'm sitting in the sun right now on my mommy's laptop, and it's quite beautiful outside.

This break was pretty fun, and exactly what I needed. I worked, hung out with Kristen a few days, went to Seattle and bought my prom dress (which is GORGEOUS), finished a few scholarships, signed up for UW housing, went to Crystal for a day of snowboarding, hung out with the guys and learned how to play poker (kinda), chilled with Lauren, listened to my parents argue a lot, and worked out a bunch too! :]

And I just found this PostSecret, which I absolutely love.

Excited

I'm beyond excited for the next 6 months or so...

Phoenix, AZ
Yayyy, nationals! :] Only journalism nerds appreciate this, but it's sunny!

Senior Boards
They'll be over soon enough...thank God!

State
Going this year, no doubt in my mind. I'm gonna work my ass off to get there, and I WILL jump well :]

Senior Ball
Just got my dress today...it's BEAUTIFUL and I love it! Just waitin' on a date now ;]

Summer vacation
Road trip, doing whatever the hell I want, etc. It's going to be amazing.

UW
In the fall, I'm going there with my best friend and I'm so excited to shop for all of our stuff to put in the dorms & eeeeeek! I'm just really stoked.