Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Some days...

Some days I wake up and wonder what the hell I was thinking. This was one of those mornings.

I may have ruined so many things in my life. Specifically the trust of my parents.

I would go back and change numerous things from the past few hours - yet at the same time - it was great. So many conflicting emotions.


Sunday, July 26, 2009

Meet Izzy

DOB: May 24, 2009
Breed: Cockapoo
Weight: 3 lbs 1 oz

She's adorable and I love her soooo sooooo SOOOO much :] She's a little bundle of energy & I just wanna stay home from college so I can play with her every day. We've started calling her Busy Izzy because she gets into EVERYTHING. And she quite enjoys attacking (licking & jumping) my face and hair.

Mmm, yeah. So, if you'd like to meet her for yourself - let me know. She will probably love you too.

Monday, July 20, 2009

I miss it. I love it.
I'm taking time out of my life specifically for it.

Monday, July 13, 2009

it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

it's times like these, when life seems to be going in slow motion, that i am thankful for my friends.
in the past few days i have realized that i am:

irrational. obnoxious. regretful. and alone.

and i think, because of my friends, that i am going to be okay with this.

Saturday, July 11, 2009


Albums that have recently won my heart:

"Made Of Bricks" -Kate Nash
download: "Dickhead" and "Mouthwash"
"You Are My Sunshine" -Copeland
download: "The Grey Man" and "To Be Happy Now"
"Veckatimest" -Grizzly Bear
download: "Southern Point" and "Two Weeks"
"Heal For The Honey" -Brooke Waggoner
download: "Live For The Sounds" and "Daylover"
"Scary Fragile" -Butterfly Boucher
download: "A Bitter Song" and "Keeper"
"Far" -Regina Spektor
download: "Laughing With," "Blue Lips" and "Folding Chair"
"Are You Nervous" -Rock Kills Kid
download: "Are You Nervous" and "Paralyzed"

Andddd...some old stuff that i suddenly love again ;]

"Leaving Through The Window" -Something Corporate
download: "Drunk Girl," "Cavanaugh Park" and "You're Gone"
"Some Mad Hope" -Matt Nathanson
download: "Wedding Dress" and "Sooner Surrender"

i love good music.


i am officially dumb.
whatever, i guess...the past is the past.

it's all clear to me now

Wednesday, July 8, 2009


make up your freakin' mind.

Monday, July 6, 2009

The truth is...

This sign makes me smile - but it's ironic because I feel like I'm standing at a place like this right now.
The sign is a lot more funny than my life is.

Sunday, July 5, 2009


And I am waiting for you. I don't even know who you are. But you have to be better than the shit I've been putting up with for the past year.

Please hurry.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

love, love, love.


lake tapps & people who have houses on it
85 degree weather
the smell of campfire
reconnecting with friends that have seemed long-lost
crazy stories
texting until 3am
movies, such as, "adventureland" and "pineapple express"
housesitting over fourth of july weekend
not having any more grad parties to go to
knowing i am moving out in less than three months