Some days...

Some days I wake up and wonder what the hell I was thinking. This was one of those mornings.

I may have ruined so many things in my life. Specifically the trust of my parents.

I would go back and change numerous things from the past few hours - yet at the same time - it was great. So many conflicting emotions.

WTF!

Meet Izzy

DOB: May 24, 2009
Breed: Cockapoo
Weight: 3 lbs 1 oz

She's adorable and I love her soooo sooooo SOOOO much :] She's a little bundle of energy & I just wanna stay home from college so I can play with her every day. We've started calling her Busy Izzy because she gets into EVERYTHING. And she quite enjoys attacking (licking & jumping) my face and hair.

Mmm, yeah. So, if you'd like to meet her for yourself - let me know. She will probably love you too.

I miss it. I love it.
I'm taking time out of my life specifically for it.
MANSON HERE I COME. <3

it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

it's times like these, when life seems to be going in slow motion, that i am thankful for my friends.
in the past few days i have realized that i am:

irrational. obnoxious. regretful. and alone.

and i think, because of my friends, that i am going to be okay with this.

P.S.

Albums that have recently won my heart:

"Made Of Bricks" -Kate Nash
download: "Dickhead" and "Mouthwash"
"You Are My Sunshine" -Copeland
download: "The Grey Man" and "To Be Happy Now"
"Veckatimest" -Grizzly Bear
download: "Southern Point" and "Two Weeks"
"Heal For The Honey" -Brooke Waggoner
download: "Live For The Sounds" and "Daylover"
"Scary Fragile" -Butterfly Boucher
download: "A Bitter Song" and "Keeper"
"Far" -Regina Spektor
download: "Laughing With," "Blue Lips" and "Folding Chair"
"Are You Nervous" -Rock Kills Kid
download: "Are You Nervous" and "Paralyzed"

Andddd...some old stuff that i suddenly love again ;]

"Leaving Through The Window" -Something Corporate
download: "Drunk Girl," "Cavanaugh Park" and "You're Gone"
"Some Mad Hope" -Matt Nathanson
download: "Wedding Dress" and "Sooner Surrender"



i love good music.

wow!

i am officially dumb.
whatever, i guess...the past is the past.

it's all clear to me now

please?

make up your freakin' mind.

The truth is...

This sign makes me smile - but it's ironic because I feel like I'm standing at a place like this right now.
The sign is a lot more funny than my life is.

You

And I am waiting for you. I don't even know who you are. But you have to be better than the shit I've been putting up with for the past year.

Please hurry.

love, love, love.

loves:

lake tapps & people who have houses on it
jetskis
85 degree weather
the smell of campfire
reconnecting with friends that have seemed long-lost
crazy stories
s'mores
texting until 3am
movies, such as, "adventureland" and "pineapple express"
housesitting over fourth of july weekend
not having any more grad parties to go to
knowing i am moving out in less than three months
summer

:]