THANK GOD

Thank God you're alright.
Thank God for the guardrail.
And thank God I got a hug before I left today.

I don't know what I would've done.
I'm just glad everything is okay and you're safe.

I've been reminiscing a little bit too much for my liking lately. Thinking about you & me, missing the way things were.

And maybe I just think too much.

you make my dreams come true

I know what I need to do - and that is stop thinking. I hate thinking so much - despite the fact that I'm prone to it. Or maybe that is why I hate it so much.
I hate seeing failed relationships - but I also hate the types of relationships I've had lately. I need a happy medium, and I think I'm finally ready to find it...

Blarghhh.

Current Playlist (in no particular order)

MGMT "Oracular Spectactular"

A Fine Frenzy "One Cell In The Sea"

Animal Collective "Fall Be Kind"

George Winston "All The Seasons of George Winston: Piano Solos"

John Mayer "Battle Studies"

Celine Dion "These Are Special Times"

Yann Tiersen "Amelie"

stumbleupon.com

this website will be the end of me.

so amazing, yet so distracting.

<3

T-minus 5 days.

:] yay yay yay! 2 finals to go!
Parents are coming up tonight to go to a concert with a bunch of our family friends. I'm getting picked up at like 5:30 and we're going to eat at an amazing Thai restaurant downtown by Seattle Center...mmm! In order to prepare for such an experience, I'm eating absolutely nothing today so I'm starving by the time dinner hits and I enjoy it even more! Love love love! Also, gotta love jazzy Christmas music :] I've heard that Jesse's jazz band is one of the best in the nation so I am excited to hear them!
Gotta study a bit more this afternoon - and also when I get back from downtown tonight.
Went and turned in my applications at all of the U-Village places I am applying yesterday. Jamie (the adorable gay host/manager) from Sonrisa gave me great hope of getting hired! Yippeee! So, we'll see what happens. I'm still going in on Monday to Morton's Steakhouse downtown because they seemed mildly interested - even though they're supposedly not hiring - when I talked to the manager on the telephone. When I'm down there I might as well do a bit of Christmas shopping. I only know what I'm getting for Ryan, and I have NO idea what to do for Mom & Dad. Agh! I guess it's good I have 10 days once I get home...

In other news, the drama has mellowed here :] Thank God! I've been laying low and taking it easy for the past few days.

(Side note: Finals week + craving chocolate + major study sessions = fat thighs, ickkk)

ALSO, I am so excited to go see White Christmas on Wednesday after my Psych final with Mom. That should be fantastically fun! :]

And! Gerry had a dream that we entered the "11th-Annual Lingerie Ice Cream Making Contest" Best dream ever.

T-minus 7 days.

I never, ever, ever thought I would be saying this - but I am unbelievably stoked to go home. I'm sick of being here, and not having my good ol' "Megan time." I never realized how much I appreciated that time until I left & had to deal with drama and pretty much internalize it so I don't affect the people around me.
Gooooooooood times, not. I'm ready to be back - even though it's only for two weeks. I'm sure at the end of the two weeks I'll be ready to be back here.

Ugh, please come faster....
TWSS ;]

here ya have it

it's done, it's over! no more messing around, no more secrets, no more lies.

i'm sure a few of you are happy - and a very, VERY select few are bummed.

i don't know where i stand yet.