Music for my soul

This is the playlist I've been listening to on repeat for the past few days. Good music, but I feel like I shouldn't be dwelling on this.

"Gravity" - Embrace
"Breathing" - Progress in Color
"Happier" - Guster
"Buildings & Mountains" - The Republic Tigers
"Astair" - Matt Costa
"Home" - Michael Buble
"Cannonball" - Damien Rice
"Caring is Creepy" - The Shins
"Far More" - The Honorary TItle
"Wires" - Athlete
"Brooklyn Boy" - Kevin Devine
"Naive" - The Kooks
"Masterfade" - Andrew Bird
"Country Mile" - Camera Obscura
"Shit Song" - Kate Nash
"Skinny Love" - Bon Iver
"Fix You" - Coldplay
"Girl Sailor" - The Shins
"Wonderwall" - Ryan Adams
"Mykonos" - Fleet Foxes
"Claustrophobe" - Katie Todd
"Where I Stood" - Missy Higgins (Live from Mountain Music Lounge)
"More" - Tyrone Wells
"True Affection" - The Blow
"Gotta Figure This Out" - Erin McCarley
"We Get On" - Kate Nash

Mrrrr. <3

I'm gonna lay it all out for you,

So here's the deal - I'm sick of dealing with this. I'm sick of thinking about you all the time. And I'm sick of you PRETENDING like you actually care about me.
This has to end, because it's finally time for me to have the chance to move on and stop worrying about you. Yeah, sure, I could probably do this with no help from you - but it would be great if you would stop sending me mixed signals.

On another note, college = love. My best friend Chanel was right when she said this would be the time in my life where I change the most. I can already feel myself changing into somebody different than I thought I was. I'm more myself here than I've been at any other point in my life. I love it.

Halloween is in a week - oh my goodness. I got my slutty costume all picked out. I'm most likely gonna go to "Hundred Club" at SigEp with my boys :] and then on Saturday we'll figure something out I'm sure! I'm excited!

THE END.

I finally feel like I'm in college now.

Saturday: Pre-game/tailgate with SigEp! Then the game...which I almost left with about 4 minutes to go in the 4th quarter. THANK GOD I didn't leave like half the other fans. Such a great ending!! :] Attempted to sleep while the marching band played outside our window until 1am.

Sunday: Spent the ENTIRE day in my room doing homework/reading/studying (minus that one little break where Dad came to take me to Dicks, bring my laptop charger & new chair).

Monday: Both the roommates were sick so I didn't go in my room at all. Had to study for a Spanish test, read psychology & write a 4-5 page paper about Alex, the 30-year-old Grey parrot. Went to Suzzallo with Leon to read psychology...spent almost three hours there. 4:30 hits and we're both starving so it was off to the HUB - unfortunately they only had pizza so we went to The 8 instead. Got a cup of soup and went to Leon's room to chill/slurp soup (the McCarty rooms have so much floor space)! From there came back to my room to double check on Kristen & Brooke. And, after seeing their states of health - left AGAIN to go to Ian's Domain and crank out my paper. Finished it! :] There was a random fire-drill when I was about half way done and that totally made me lose my train of thought, but it was all good in the end! After I finished my essay, Brian came down to visit me for a bit and I started to study some more Spanish vocab (119 words...agh!) and I ate a few Apple-O's. Next it was off to Gabe's for a "short break" which turned into an hour and a half of just sitting there talking about random shit, listening to Simon's crazy music selections and planning our our Laser Show excursion! Honestly, I think it was the most "college-y" day I've had since I've been here.

Today: I have class in an hour and a half - and at 12:30 I have my first college test. FML. I'm really nervous actually because I have NO idea what to expect :/ Hopefully I've prepared enough...guess I'm going to use my hour and a half before Psych to study! Go me ;]

If you read this entire thing, miss you & love you <3

Oh my #2

so much for that

Oh my.

If this actually happens, I do not know what I will do...
:]