Quit playin' games with my heart

"Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart"

The past 48 hours have been very strange. I know what I should do...but sometimes I wish I could just ignore what is right and what everybody tells me.

On another note, I just stuffed about 600 things into page protectors for Stortini's and my fingers feel funny...thank god Paul appreciates Chanel and I, or else I would've been PISSED.

Do not rate me

Oh teenage boys, you have not ceased to amaze me with your immaturity.
This weekend, which was generally great, was topped off with an "amazing" Monday at school.
I'm so ready to be out of high school...

Track meets and spanish dinners

Today was fun.
First track meet is out of the way. It was a casual way to start off the season (non-league meet vs Kentridge). I did decently, placing second in my events. I wish I would've jumped 5...that would've been good, especially since I haven't really practiced this season. It would've been a surprise.
Next meet I'm gonna get suckered into running the 4x4. Which I hate...but it's good for me, I guess.
Spanish dinner was fun, minus the fact it took an hour and a half for us to even ORDER! It was yummy though...and I found out some funny stuff from Lia! Bahaha, random.
Now I'm just kickin' it at home. I need to go read "Heart of Darkness," aka the most boring book ever written, EVER. But, I'm definitely putting that off...I'd rather not fall asleep this second.
On another note, I love straight hair...I forget how much I really love it until I have it straight for a few days. It's amazing.
That was random.
Okay, going to go put off reading a bit more...
Loveeees.

Todays love & hate list

Today I Love:
Yoga
Saunas
Smoothies
Sleeping in
Day-before-a-meet workouts
Tanning
Having a cute hair cut

Today I Hate:
Families that fight
Arguing
Boys that can't make up their minds
Coaches that guilt trip you
Missing best friends
Yelling
Going to Gov and realizing Mr.White didn't even show up

Mrr!

I love WASL week, but I hate AP Prep...it's an awkward addition to my mornings.

This past week has been full of highs and lows. I would share them all, but the list would be far too long!
I quite enjoyed seeing some people at state on Saturday, and I was pretty much pleased with how things went.

I miss my best friend and I miss some other people too :/

Track's going good, and the first meet is on Wednesday at Sparks. You should come if you've got nothing better to do.

I just got my hairs cut, and it's adorable! :] PLUS, I'm getting tanner, which is amazing!

Less than a month til Spring Break!

End of random blog.

A;alsjdgahu;sdlajsld!!!

I don't enjoy being completely single.
It actually kind of sucks.
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These make me feel better about my life

Go to fmylife.com. It automatically makes my life seem so much better! :]

"Today, my boyfriend called, asking, before I could even talk, to bring a condom- NOW. I had to smile at this request. I went to his house. A blond girl opened the door. He followed shortly, surprised to see me. I'm Celine. She's Cecile. Our names are one apart on his cell. She's my sister. FML"

"Today, my boss told me that I was hired because of how much I reminded him of his daughter. Taking this as a compliment, I mentioned it to a co-worker who I was trying to impress. I later found out that my boss’ daughter is both clinically obese and mentally challenged. FML"

"Today, I had drunk sex with a girl that I barely know. I didn't have a condom and was nervous about getting her pregnant, but she assured me that I could pull out. Right when I was about to pull out, she wrapped her legs around me and yelled, "Be my baby's daddy!" I couldn't get out in time. FML"

"Today, my mom called me and told me i got accepted to my first choice college. I got really excited and asked her to read me the letter. As she started to read the letter she said, oops...never mind. FML"

"Today, I found out that I am 14 weeks pregnant. The father of the baby is now engaged to my best friend, whom he was cheating on me with when I became pregnant. I'm going to be the maid of honor, 8 months pregnant with his child, at their wedding. FML"

"Today, I walked into the kitchen and accidentally broke my mother's vase. I said, 'Accidents happen.' She replied, 'Yeah, like your birth.' FML"

I feel ten times better now :]

Moving forward...

I'm disappointed. I'm angry. I'm upset. But, I'm going to be okay.
Here's why...

1. I have amazing friends that I can ALWAYS count on, no matter what!
2. I feel like if I really need somebody to talk to, and I need an adult opinion, I've got Kat at work...and even though she's busy a lot, she's one of the best listeners in the world.
3. I'm only going to be in Puyallup for six more months...then I'm off to Seattle with my best friend in the entire world :]
4. When I've had a frustrating day, I get to run and be outside every day for track.
5. I can go tanning whenever I feel like it.
6. Somebody I know got a copy of Slumdog Millionaire, and it's the most amazing movie ever...and now I can watch it again.
7. Chanel says amazing things when I'm pissed off.
8. I didn't actually fail my gov test today like I thought I was going to.
9. I don't need boys to make me happy, and deep down...I know that. Even though a lot of the time I quite enjoy having them around, I don't really NEED one.

The end.

That was cool...

not.
I hate being blind sighted. Maybe I'm reading into it too much, but seriously? I never expected this...

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WOW.

It's over. The paper's out. Now I don't have to think about it for another few weeks! Thank God!

Ryan just wrecked my car, yes I call it my car even though it's the "family car." So, that's cool...on the third day of having his license, he wrecks the car so I can't drive it anymore. FML

Work tonight...that should be interesting. I've enjoyed my week away from Stortini's...I'm excited to see my girls though :]

Sleepy

This weekend has been interesting...let's see.
Friday: School, ick! Then Susee suckered me into doing a volleyball-athon at Glacier View (because I didn't know it was an all-nighter until AFTER I said yes) and I had work before that. So, work was pretty much lame. It was one of those frustrating nights where I just want to tell people to "STFU!" The nights where every server is angry because they're "Too busy" even though they have open tables, and where nobody feels like doing ANYTHING to help me out. Good times! :]
I got off work, went to the volleyball-athon with coffee in hand and proceeded to ref (a.k.a.-keep tally of scores) for the junior high teams playing eachother. Granted, every girl there screamed super loud whenever a point was made. This went on until about 1:30 when we had a "break" to do contests and games like relays and noise making contests. Oh yeah, there was kareoke for a bit, too. Oh man! After that, it was the final push (you know, only 5 hours left!) and we were all super tired when 4am hit. We successfully finished, nobody slept, and we went to McDonalds for breakfast in the morning. Which I suppose leads me to...
Saturday: I got home at about 7:20, and was too lazy to move the sweatshirt and bag off of my bed, so I proceeded to sleep on the couch until about 1:30pm. It was fantastic. I woke up for a bit at like noon, and ate Macaroni and tried to watch part of ATU but fell asleep again. Then, with triple-shot Americano in hand -- I went to work! Thank God it was pretty mellow last night, or else I'm pretty sure I would've died. And Kristen worked so that was a relief :] Chanel dropped by to give me a RedBull...because she's amazing. And it was delicious. (THANKS CHANEL, I LOVE YOU!!!) I had a calzone after work, which was also delicious, and then I came home. I set off the house alarm when I got home because I thought Ry was home and so I went out the back door of the garage to throw something away...but the alarm went off. It was realllllllllly loud, and the door to get into the house (to turn OFF the alarm) was locked...and my keys were in the bottom of my purse. It was quite embarassing...all because Blake's car was out front and the lights were on in the house. Go Ryan!
I watched Vicki Christina Barcelona...it was really good actually. Kind of concerning in the middle-ish part. But, it was pretty good. Then I went to bed, at eleven. It was fantastic.
Sunday: Homework day. And coffee day with Kristen. It shall be fun :]