I wish...

My mind is constantly spinning, I can't stop thinking, but I can't seem to put the words into any context. I know the emotions and the feelings and the words are there inside of me...they're just not ready to be spit out of my fingers and into cyberspace yet. It's like writers block, but I already know what I want to write. I'm just not ready to and I really wish I was.

It's a mix of hope, fear and the unknown...and I think it's going to stay inside for a bit longer.